So, don't get me wrong, I still love BJD's. However, my involvement in the community has diminished. I no longer search dolls and doll clothes on Etsy, I have no desire to put a large purchase on a doll even if I find it pretty, and I no longer take any photos of my dolls. I don't even remember the last time I dressed a doll, much less cleaned and restrung them. I was a huge part of the Insta and FB groups for BJD's but found it to be nerve wracking and toxic. I have dolls that are unfinished, don't have the right clothes, or need to be retouched. I no longer want to put any money in the hobby, even though I still want to get a male SD and clothing for my MSD. Is it normal to have this hiccup? Adult life has hit me full blow and it's not even the fact I don't have the funds to splurge, it's just I don't want to. I rather buy new clothes, or go out to spend time with friend, or order some food to eat at home. I rather have some savings in case I blow a tire or in case I need rent money. I feel so odd cause I went from being a teen to being an adult. I still love my dolls, they are so gorgeous to look at. I just have no desire to get back into the hobby any time soon.