Hey everyone, it's been years since I've posted. I've been in the hobby on an off for years! Many dollies have come and gone. Overall I've always had at least one resin doll with me. Lately with all that's been going on, I find myself drifting back into the hobby strongly. I have only two resin kids atm. Both smaller. I have been obsessing over getting my first large SD. I've never owned bigger then an msd. I thought about it today, and realized when I'm feeling sad, lonely or just not "well" I tend to heavily gravitate back to bjds. I want a large bjd as a companion. Due to the virus, I wasn't able to finish my schooling for cosmo. Unemployed and now expecting... With a high risk. I feel completely cut off and alone. I'm normally very antisocial and my few friends I had either disappeared or ended up making life choices I didn't agree with. So all in all, I am now really alone all day. I was wondering if other people find this pull towards dolls and wanting a companion? Or if when things aren't going well in life, if you go more into your dolls. I want this SD, to cuddle, have company and make things for her. Anyone else?