Hi friends! I just noticed today that I "punish" myself for not doing my chores or work by not letting myself have doll time. Or rather, I force myself to do the chores before I can get out my dolls. Part of it is definitely some compulsive tendencies; the surface I'm going to put the dolls on has to be clean and dust free. It's a problem though. Since I'm disabled housework is really difficult for me so I can end up going for days at a time before I feel I "deserve" to play with my dolls but I just can't bring myself to get them out of their display case if I haven't done the stuff I need to. Does anyone else do this to themselves?