I just bought my grail doll that I've been dithering over for a while now, a luts model diez head on a model girl delf body. I think this sculpt is really, really gorgeous and I saved up money for it, agonising over it for weeks before ordering. I'm honestly really excited. But now that I've placed the order I have this horrible sinking PIT in my stomach when I think about all the money I just spent that could have been saved, or put towards something else. I don't usually spend big on a single item and it took a lot of effort for me to get the money for it, and there's still this possibility it may not be everything I hoped for when it arrives, or I might lose feelings for it. It's also the doll that I've spent the most on by far. Basically what I'm trying to say is clicking that checkout button has caused a LOT of worry over my very expensive purchase. I can't be the only one who get this anxiety after a giant purchase so I'm wondering, how did ya'll console yourselves when it happened to you? And was it all worth it when you finally had your dolly in your arms?