I'm a little bit scared whether or not it's a bad idea to ask this question here. I'm always scared about saying the wrong things but I feel I need to talk about this... One person in the YouTube comment section mentioned that she have stayed away from DOA because of all the drama. And personally coming here does not always help on my depression. Coming here get's me a bit angsty because I feel that I don't belong. There were a time where I felt that I belonged and I could talk to anyone, but with the years it became harder. And then I start to think about my ADHD and Aspergers diagnosis and wondering if maybe it have something to do with that. I started to wonder if I've said or done anything wrong. And then I curse at myself for being so stupid. There are of course some nice people here to talk to and one person who I talk a lot to prsonally about life and everything really. And if I remember it correctly we both feel the same(ish) about being here from time to time. Not all threads are bad, but there have been some where you just feel like crying. Sometimes I try so hard to be a part of the conversations going on in certain threads, or trying to get information on the dolls that I'm interested in, dolls that for example I might want to get oneday, but I feel like I'm talking to a wall I just wonder if anybody else feels like this?