I think my bjd doesn't just abuse me physically(they're pinch/kick/punch me all the time) they also torture me in other ways... Lately, I notice I feel more obligated to spending money on my bjd much more than I would on myself. I was browsing around on luts website and saw this suit that I thought would be great for my boy, then I said "Let's get it." I order it. And that's it! Done! The weird thing is, I've been wanting this boot really bad for over 6 months now. I keep going back to check on the website that sell it. Then, I keep saying to myself, "I need to make sure I want this, so I won't regret the purchase a few months afterward." So, that continues till the present and I didn't buy it yet, even though the price of that boot was about the same as the suit that I just order for my boy. Does anyone else have the same issue as me? EDIT: It seem everyone thinks that spending money on bjd clothes is spending it on yourself. I thought the same too, it's just that I'm willing to spend $50 on a shirt for my doll, but if i see a shirt that I like that's $50. I probably wouldn't get it. "I rather spend that on doll clothes!"