Okay, so I'm turning eighteen in September and finally, after months of extended drooling, I have a chance to bring home a BJD! The only problem is, I'm still torn over which size to go for. I love the idea of a big doll, and that was part of my initial attraction to the dolls. For a time I was even looking at a Ha-Yarn Cho despite the extra saving the price tag would entail (although I ended up being put off by the discrepancy between head-size and body-size). But the attraction to SD-sized dolls stops there for the most part. I love many of the MSD face-sculpts far more than a lot of SD ones. I particularly like TinyFairy Emilie and Iplehouse Tania- sweet, childish, realistic dolls with a slight smile- and just know that if I ordered Emilie I'd get Tommy's head and a girl body later, as a twin. Also, there is the price-- not an overruling factor, but still something in an MSD's favour. I could spend less on the doll and more on clothes, shoes and wigs- bonding things- without compromising quality and durability. And I wouldn't be afraid to touch her and play with her and have fun. I'm just terrified of not loving whoever I end up with as much if she's smaller than I'd hoped, really (though I'm only 5'1" myself; would this make that much of a difference?). It would be nearly impossible for me to sell her on in the worst case scenario (not familiar with selling on eBay, no access to Marketplace yet). And I could start with an MSD and then get an SD, but if I did that, would the MSD not seem even smaller and therefore appeal less? TL;DR: Am worried an MSD will seem very small as I really like the idea of a big doll, but otherwise prefer MSD. Am 5'1". Advice, please? Thanks!