So, has anyone else gotten a nervous patch of uncertainty right before buying your first doll? Or really any doll for that matter? I've always been a nervous wreck at 1: Choices that are permanent. and 2: Spending money in large sums I absolutely adore Iplehouse Chase and I'm absolutely positive he is the model that I want ... but I fell in love with his 7 year old cream white model, not the regular white that I'm choosing to purchase him in.. so... part of me is still not 100% set on getting him like that, instead of foolishly waiting to find a 7 year old like new condition special edition chase the magician with yellowing that is little enough to remove with baking soda. Even saying that makes me want to reconsider But I'm stuck right now because the second I purchase it, that it, I can't back out that is what I'm getting. But.. if I wait choosing to try and find the old one, the sale will be over, and that's it I can't back out I have to wait. Does anyone else have these nervous fears trying to back out from purchasing a doll??