I just took apart my doll for the first time and removed her faceup and blushing, and I'll be doing her faceup for the first time tonight. (Someone else did it the first time) I know that I was nervous removing the stuff because of all the horror stories. I know I am nervous about the MSC because of the horror stories, I am nervous about restringing her just because it's gonna be a bit tricky, and I'm nervous about the faceup because, well, I want it to be good. Were you nervous the first time you did anything to your doll? Are there still several of you out there who haven't done anything to your doll strictly because you're still so nervous about it? Share your thoughts, concerns and stories here! Early June update: I now love to mess with the dollies. I've done my Tiffee's face like, 5 times and every time, I love him more and more. I will say that, for me, doing them myself REALLY bonds me to them. The one I am least bonded to is the one I have done the least work on. Love the dolls!!!! Late December update: I'm now a modifying fiend!! I'm totally overhauling a Resinsoul Jun with lots of permanent mods. So much fun!! February update: I'm pretty fearless now...I'll pull a doll apart on a whim to fix any little thing, and faceups and mods are like nothing to me anymore. Yay for growth!