I fell in love with Iplehouse Vito a long, long time ago, and it's what got me into this hobby in the first place. I loved him solidly for a year - he was going to be my first doll, my grail doll, my most special doll, if I didn't get him it wasn't worth getting in the hobby, yadda yadda yadda - and everything. Everything! No matter how many dolls I kicked off my wishlist, he never changed. But starting from last year I started feeling less interested in him. It became less of a personal interest and more of an obligation sort of feeling - Because he got me into the hobby, I should probably get him for my collection. Whenever I'd have second doubts, I'd just find some owner pictures, point out good things to myself, and be on my merry way. And it worked quite well; just last week I had a dream about me finally getting this doll and having a box opening. The dream ended with me remembering that I wasn't going to have him when I woke up, so I hugged him hard as I could. But now that I've stopped looking at other dolls, and am scrutinizing him now [because this hobby IS so very expensive] to see if he's worth it, and now some part of his sculpt I used to love, I now don't love. At all. Things like his mouth, his body, his cheeks. And although the company pictures still stir up some old feelings, I know they're just old feelings. When I turn away from the computer, those same complaints I now have are nagging away at me again. But then again, I haven't even gotten my first yet. So am I really just impatient for a doll and am now just releasing that subconscious frustration onto my wishlist [or what's left of it] or is it really time to say goodbye?