I lost my first doll. He was a CP El that I purchased back in 2005 (it's the doll in my profile piccie). I lost my doll when I moved from the UK back to my home country. I had lived in the UK with a man I was very much in love with- unfortunately, the relationship didn't last and I went back here to Denmark. My ex was supposed to ship my belongings- incl my dolls- back to me- but he never did. Over the years I have gotten many other dolls, but I do still miss my first doll.